unhinged and Ethereal

todays pull

i’m sharing todays pull because I woke up with this new creative endendevor and just like any woman who is so connected to her guides would do I pulled tarot cards. now tarot is something that I have had a pretty weird relationship with, honesty the whole realm of spirituality because I grew up in the church…. yes I am a certified preachers daughter. which in a lot of ways has shaped me because I have always always felt connected to God & my guides but being someone who grew up in the church anything form of spiritual connection outside of the church is deemed HORRIBLE. but even then as a little girl i was so pulled to experiencing God and my guides outside of the specifics of church, I always felt psychic or as they say in the church having the gift of discernment, (my grandmother has different abilities, as well as my twin sister) I felt like I was different, I felt it in the trees, I felt it in the ocean, I also felt pulled to more but with my church upbringing I felt so wrong…. but once I stopped putting God in a box, MY LIFE CHANGED. now you obvi do you, and ill do me. I spent my whole life being watched, judged, put in a box so if you’re here and your view is different I truly love that for you and I’m so glad you have a connection but don’t judge mine. ill prob get more into this in a YouTube video. I will say since embracing my psychic abilities I have helped lots of women embrace change, gain clarity and heal.

so I chatted with my guides about starting this blog and this was their response.

now some of you are like nia girl wtf are we looking at! now its obviously good because if it wast we wouldn’t be here right now, this would of just have been a thought in my head and one that was sent to the do not act upon bin.

but lets get into it.. also I read these cards as a group

TEMPERANCE mind you, I haven’t pulled this card since I bought this deck about 5 months ago, the card is absolutely stunning but to sum this card up in a few words. This card basically implies that you have a clear vision and you know what you want to achieve. it represents balance, peace moderation.

ACE OF CUPS this symbolizes new emotional beginnings, a full heart, new exciting things.

Judgement means spiritual awakening, rebirth, and hearing a higher calling.

now if I were to sum these up specifically in regards to this blog.

temperance is saying don’t force it BLEND this will be a place to seemingly blend all pieces of things I’m already doing together a place for it all to coexist.

ace of cups feels like a creative beginning, and judgement is so real because to me this really calls me to just step into this version of me who is doing the damn thing. now worrying about expectations and just doing me.